Happiness.
After going through so much distress and incompetent sadness I have finally come up to my senses. I’m HAPPY as I should’ve been all along. I’m really happy to be living the life I have. At times I get very impatient and I lose my mind because I wish things were a little more easy, but it’s clear that if things were easy we would never appreciate any of the things we have fought for and live for. I want to thank all the people that have been there for me these very very hard months. The people who put up with my negativity, my sadness, my obstinate mind for hours and reading or hearing all my hopeless believes. I can say now that I am standing at a much better place and even though things are not GREAT, they are GOOD and that is what matters because I’m a healthy person and I have a wonderful family, amazing friends and a lovely individual that I love. They are the people that I live for, of course putting myself and my happiness ahead and above anything or anybody else. But those are the things that complete my life and today, I’m feeling completely emotional and expressive and I wanted to let everybody know. I’m extremely grateful and I promise myself and the people who care, that I’m fighting to be a better person a better individual. Misery is horrible but there can’t be a Rainbow without a little Storm. My storm is over and my Rainbow is now endless. If another storm makes its way over me, i’ll be more prepared and I’ll get through it because I know that when its over things would be 100 times better than what they were before..
Between Love & Hate
